I've mentioned NTSAD on a few of my blogs. NTSAD was the organization that I found while I was googling what the heck to do the night...

**Warning** Inappropriate language ahead. Proceed with caution** The grief wave hit me today. It pulled me underwater and I'm struggling...

Happy Father's Day to all the Father's out there. We are celebrating our Dada today. We are also celebrating our Papa and Grandpa! We are...

It's been awhile since I posted a blog. It's a good thing I suppose- nothing crazy new has been going on! Greyson has been *knockonwood*...

You know those days when you wake up and you just know it's going to be a good day? Like you just wake up in a wonderful mood and just...

I've been having issues with the my blog site deleting half of what I write. I wrote a really long blog earlier last week after I had a...

I think I've said this before, but man, it's true. We are doing well but then life has a way of reminding you that it is completely and...

It truly takes a village when you have a child, but having a special needs child... It takes a whole damn city. It took me awhile to feel...

Sometimes finding the topics I feel like I should talk about or the right words to express how I'm truly feeling is a struggle. Sometimes...

My first blog take over! I let our family members know, if they ever wanted to post something on the blog, I would be happy to share it....

** Some adult language and topics ahead-- there is a warning before the paragraph ** We've had a lot going on the past few weeks. Since...

I remember taking this picture. I had him on my bare chest wrapped in heated blankets and my sweater to try and keep that warmth in. I...

*Warning: Sensitive topics, pictures, and language ahead* It feels like we have a short period of good time with Greyson only to be...

*caution, some strong language ahead* Last month was pretty quiet for the Rudness household. Greyson didn't have too many appointments or...

You know how there are special days- like national open an umbrella indoors day (which is March 13th) and No Pants Day (May 6th)? Well, I...

We got our family photos back that we took a few weekends ago. They turned out so great. The photographer did such a wonderful job...

It's been awhile since I've had a chance to post a new blog! This week has been much better for me than the last time I posted. The grief...

**STRONG LANGUAGE AHEAD, PROCEED WITH CAUTION** Today was the day we got our final piece of equipment we had asked for. After MONTHS and...

We were finally able to end our EEG today! I made a post on my personal facebook and instagram last night. We had a rough night in the...

Today was another hard day. Actually, this week has been a hard week. COVID has become such a source of anxiety for me. It's definitely...